Seems that when I have the most resolve to NOT drink, that I go out and get pissed up! Why is that? I really don’t know. Oh well. If I live to see another day, I’ll start over. God-willing. Perhaps THAT’S the secret!? Having a real relationship with God. God, the great unknown. The prime mover of the Universe!? One would think that it should be somehow easier to connect!? Especially for those so desperate!? A mystery it remains.