Gosh, it would be great if I could report in proudly here today sporting a “Day 300” banner. But no, no 300 days, no 30, not even 3, let alone 1. It’s a big fat stinkin zip-zero! I’m beyond discouraged.
Someone wrote that we can’t will or think our way into recovery. Magic and miracles don’t seem to work either, or AA meetings, meditation, or diet or therapy, or God. God knows I’ve tried everything, except for rehab, which until I lose everything is not feasible. So, I guess I just have to lose everything, cause nothing else has worked for me.
I’d like to think that it is possible to sober up without going to rehab. Come on, it’s just gotta be possible!!!
I give up. This is my official notice — I quit!